After thinking for three or four months, I decided that what I really needed to do was learn how to do it right. I have loved being a bride since I was little, but I gradually realized that I would never be a wife. I fell in love with my solitude, I have never had such an experience with anyone before. 'I am a bisexual, I have had both male and female partners,' says Shama Bindu of Vadodara, 'Even today I am in contact with them, but nothing happened.